how does it feel to be loved not based on physical features or wealth?
why does it hurt when he calls me, why am i in such pain when he cries on the other end of the phone. it's all a nightmare...that won't go away. it hurts to let him go...but it hurts even more to be with him...

i give up.....................................................................................

I hate him with a passion. he drives me insain. i don't want to be with him anymore and it just sucks. i'm moving next year and i don't want to be with him when i move. he's a sweetheart and all but he's just not for me.

Things are going good. Me and Jacob are spending alot of time together but I dont' wanna rush into things. The world is good so...well there were these two guys that sent me the dumbest messages on my myspace and it really freaked me out but whatever. Let me know what's goin on with everyone!!

Ok, kinda new to this whole journal thing. From experience, it's gonna be alot of venting...yea I need to workd on that, I know. Talk to me and let me know whats going on.