not to sound like im not having a good holiday season, because i am, i just wanna say i miss the old days when tradition was actually important in my family, but the only reason this year is so amazing is because of kirra, the whole family portion of this holiday was kinda set up for a downfall, today proved it too, i dont need to go into details ( Read more... )

so scratch that last entry, yea i envy my sis, but i got my own plans, n im gonna do what i gotta do n not bitch about what i "could have been" fuck that, i am what i am n i made it that way, ne ways, christmas is kinda bleh this year, no tree, no lights, no stockings, just a few gifts and no cheer... had it not been for kirra, i would hate it, but ( Read more... )

i envy my sister so much... she's graduated n goin to the college for creative studies... aka the best art school in MI. she has like a 3.3 g.p.a. and i can hardly pass all my classes... she manages with our family better than i ever did, she has close connections with our relatives, she has money, a new car, a solid future... i need to graduate, n ( Read more... )

so kirra's currently fast-asleep in my room right now and i need to go to school, but i would kill to still be sleepin next to her cuz i love her alot.... aalloott...
arent the i love my baby post alot better than the my mom's a douchbag posts? well, i just thought i'd clairify that

n btw, score one for 2.5 hours of sleep for the sunday-monday

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fuuuuuccckkk this week, 10x over while you're at it, cuz personally, i think it sucks, between little sleep and all sorts of drama shit and complete retardation that i really hope doesnt run in the family... FUCK, well, i just cant wait for the weekend, i can see my baby n finally get out for a bit ( Read more... )

well today is technically an hour and 8 minutes into turkey day... and up until 11:30(am) ill be spending it with my family, for 4 of those hours they're gna be asleep, and for the other 6 i'm going to be asleep... so half an hour is going to be with my family... and oddly enough i chose for it to be this way, because the feeling isnt there anymore ( Read more... )

so i was like theres no way thats right ( Read more... )

Bad- I just had the worst few days when it comes to my lil situation... yeah, comin home on halloween was a disaster, the next morning was shit, so was that day, n today, not much better, same old thing as the past few days, i dont feel like talking to people much cuz im straining to keep from goin off, stress stress stress... yeah, not to mention ( Read more... )

so i heard the one thing that would make my entire week.... "you make me happy" yeah... thats from kirra, god she's fuckin awesome