So its kinda hard to stay on track... I'm out in rochester hills, trying extremely hard to get a better job than just tubby's, the moving company is off the list, i'm still waiting to hear from abc warehouse (since the interview on thurs.) and i'm still waiting to hear from the landscaping ppl... n of the many apps that i turned in as well... my ( Read more... )

Life is turning around slowly, but drastically too (i know thats spelled wrong, but i ment to say dur-ass-tik-ally) and i got alot to look forward too, college, independence, responsibilities, and life in general, and i'm glad i get to spend alot of this with the most amazing girl i've ever met... you'd think it'd get old, me saying that over and ( Read more... )

They say that its ten times easier to recognise everyone elses flaws and mistakes before you begin to notice your own, which is probably why when you do, it hits you like a bag of bricks ( Read more... )

*sighs* yeah, life... on the bright side, she's amazing... course i damn near fuck myself over every few days now by taking stuff out on other people, i need a brain drain. She's still amazing tho, before she was amazing, now she's amazing, and later on, she might be amazing, but she'll prolly be somethin more... us makes me happy.

scratch that last post, that was a bit of a personal problem as well as poor judgement, i'ma clear up any cynical posts i post/will post, people get pissed for no reason, yeah it happens, but in truth, a few months and i'll be in an apartment with kirra n tom if all goes well, which so far it should, were all lookin at gettin jobs at fox hills so ( Read more... )

"the main reason people find themselves miserable, is because they give up what they want most, for what they want at the moment."

score one for the quote of the day.

but thats not my question

Q: How can it be so easy for others to appreciate you when you cant even appreciate yourself...

A: still searching

tell me, which is worse:

-Being lied to.

- Being Mislead.

or

- Realizing that you knew it would happen anyways.

so things are changin up a bit... i dunno wut to think of it, because typically, well, since i can remember, no one thing changes, everything has to change... which means i get to lose myself again, and struggle to find my place again, yeah emo i know, shut up, i fucking know. i just wanna know, is it worth trying to hold onto myself over, or ( Read more... )

in the sense that i wanna leave town with a pack full of gold ( Read more... )

so this morning was not that bad, then i slept for a while cuz i noticed a slight downfall, n i dont wanna sound unappreciative of what i got, but im not in a good mood, honestly i wanna go on and on about alot of stuff but theres so much i just need to let go of, n if i keep bringing it up then i wont be able to forget, that's why this is a very ( Read more... )