Fuck my last entree, i cant believe i even thought that, im never fuckin giving up, i dont fuckin care if im pissed, thats what i am, its what i do, you dont fucking like it then im done with you, cant accept it? then fuck off cuz thats the way im gna be. I dont care what happens, im gna be pissed because theres no getting around that, im not going ( Read more... )

so i feel like i really want isolation... but at the same time i need closure... and my foot hurts like hell... im confused... its not even needing to talk and get stuff out, thats done and over with, now i just need something physical to happen, i dont know if i want to push or pull and even though the decision seems kind of easy for most, i find ( Read more... )

so yeah, im gna distance myself a little from people, not for long but just to breathe a little

so schools starting up soon, i cant wait, last year too, another thing im glad for, blow of classes too, yet another thing to look forward too, im gna like being away pretty much every day without having to find something to do

a follow up on my previous entry, i still agree with what i said, i dont like the fact that i cant talk and express myself like i should, and i dont like how i'm angry all the time, but i was pissed so it sounded alot worse than it should of, i'm not deleting it cuz i dont want to rewrite whats going on in my head, but i need a break, thats all i ( Read more... )

these past few days... my head has been my own worst enemy, and my heart is yet to open up ( Read more... )

well alot's been goin on in my head, not the typical i hate this place stuff, just the type of stuff teenagers are supposed to think about, girls, parties, etc etc. I'm dying for a cigarette in which i think im going to have, i dont want to be buying pack after pack anymore, but i think i should live a little, i'm going to be spending alot of time ( Read more... )

what can i say, life is as good as its been for pretty much the whole summer, if this keeps up im going to have to delete this because i'll have nothing emo to write in it. but chea, meetin new people, hanging out with old friends, getting closer and drifting away all in the past week has been amazing, and all of which is outside my home, which is ( Read more... )

ah what a night, ferreal i remember nights like these last year n i miss em' extremely, before i go on i know i tend to write alot of angry stuff in here, but thats just cuz it catches me at angry moments... ne wayz, i hung out wit memo for probably the last time til he gets back from his lil navy trip, along with a bunch of other people that i ( Read more... )

i lied.... this has gotten way out of control, this place needs to be leveled, these people need help, and i need to learn how to control myself and express myself with out hurting myself or anyone else, unfortunately from what i hear im not "entitled" to counsling ( Read more... )