I had forgotten this thing even existed. Apparently so has everyone else. I will use this to my distinct advantage...

looking, quite frankly, into the future i find that there have been a lot of fantastic ideas and wishes in my head that will never really come to fruition. people i know (some of them, at least) try to argue that i have "so much potential" but as all good students of physics know potential doesn't do anything until actuated ( Read more... )

http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/30040075

read that- and tell me that this new administration of "hope" isn't just another tool for corporate control.
rediculous. i'm moving to germany.

strange, i know. my alcoholism was so rampant before, and now it seems like i don't care for the stuff anymore ( Read more... )

i have decided that i have completely lost my mind. i have most definately cracked. this is presuming, of course, that i ever had any sanity to begin with.

all over your thanksgiving.

i guess booze can be considered a form of gluttony, though. my attempt to not participate in thanksgiving as much as possible- foiled!

DAMN

with how much i've been drinking lately one would think i wouldn't be able to feel as much as i do. it doesn't kill anything though. maybe numbs it a little. just a little. doesn't kill physical pain either, fortunately. i don't know what vice i should depend on most. i'd love to think that i'm living fast and dying young, but truth be told the ( Read more... )

i've come to learn that it's not life that I hate. Life is so- inconsequential. It comes and goes on a daily basis without any particular rhyme or reason- but it's the human dynamic that is, on an exponential scale, a most foul and disgusting thing. there is no importance but the satisfaction of desires. there is no will to forge new and exciting ( Read more... )

i only have twenty-two years worth of insight into the problem known as "the human condition" however i feel i can speak very authoritatively on the subject: we need to be exterminated. each and every one of us is a disgusting virus in the flesh of this perfect homeostatic environment. our sense of self-importance and outright narcissism are the ( Read more... )

don't ever presume that your life is going well; inevitably someone has proof that you are wrong.