i tried making an xanga today...and i did...then i didn't like the backround so i changed it...then it got messed up...so idk...i guess i just have to stay with this piece of shiza...oh well...i'll try later when gabi gets back...maybe she knows what to do! idk what i would do without this chick. anyways...i had a SPECTACULAR day...but like always ( Read more... )

i had a killer weekend guys. it was wicked awesome at melissas. except i had too much soda and i think it got to me when i tried salsa dancing. haha that was amazing. i love you guys so much. i'm gonna miss you. i don't know how this is going to work out. we'll make due. hopefully. but anyways. i'm friggin sweet. i just realized that. life is good ( Read more... )

i have the best friends a girl could ask for. you guys are so supportive when something bad happens to me like guys named kyle treat me like a piece of shit! i love you guys!i would die without you! and soon i have to leave you! but i will keep in touch! i don't know what i would do if i didn't!!!! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh you guys are amazing! i want ( Read more... )

ok, i was reading my past entries in my journal and i can't believe how annoying i sound. i sound like an emo bitch. ahhhhhhhh i can't believe i used to be like that...eeeeeeeeee...well anyways...alanis morisette is my role model...her music fits me perfect! well most of it! weeeeeee i'm hyper and i just woke up...its weird...i miss my friends..i ( Read more... )

have you ever thought about life...and just realized that it could be the end? the next step you take could be the last...take advantage of it...be happy you're at least taking steps...but just live every day like it's your last...you wont regret it. if any of you haven't noticed...i've been being good to myself...i haven't thought of anything ( Read more... )

well i had an alrite day until i came home around 9:30...i watched the last episode of real world and it was when they all had to leave...and it made me think of how hard its going to be to leave all my friends at j-hop...i don't know how i'm going to do...i've been listening to music that makes me cry like a racehorse since 10 o clock...when real ( Read more... )

u suck so bad...and i kno u kno who i'm talking about...ur such an effing whore...i can't stand ur stupid self...uhhhh u make me so effing angry...she doesn't love u...shes just needs someone to comfort her so she decided to pick someone that happened to like her cuz she can get more from someone like that...ur such a loser...i wish u would have ( Read more... )

thanks for the advice guys...but just sometimes my life is just really bad...and you have no idea...cause i only tell you SOME of it...most of it i leave out...cuz theres nothing anyone can do about it...and i don't kno how to deal with it...so i "express" myself by writing my problems down in my journal...maybe i should stop though cause everyone ( Read more... )

joe...you need to stop...stop everything...stop lying, stop being emo, stop getting mad and sad and depressed when people don't like you, and stop liking people just because they like you...that is not a reason to like someone...i'm sick of this...i hate my stupid life...omg i'm going to do something to me ( Read more... )

jared hates me and i hate me and a lot of ppl hate me and yeah. i hate being hated. and i don't have much to say bcuz mrs. carroll gave me a whipey so i could milk my piano. and she went on a safari in the renesance day. and phillip listened to my SERIOUS conversation. and i cried so much 2day cuz my life sux so bad! and i hate me so much. my life ( Read more... )