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Some grattitudes as I pause on the rollercoaster
1. Those moments when I feel good and not wrapped up in thoughts that dull my life experience.
2. Others who can relate to how I am feeling and who aren't afraid to share it.
3. Theories, and the ability to make your own.
4. Sleep
5. Human interaction -
Walking and Water like its my job
My ailments lately: persistent dull headaches, high stress, overweight(I've actually been pre hypertensive for a while) lack of sleep, depressing thoughts ( Read more... ) -
Up and down
Every day its a different feeling. Either I resolve to live day by day and not worry about the eventualities of life or I'm am stuck in this pre-depressive state of mind where i feel bad all the time. I kind of wish that I wasnt such a contemplative person because I sort of feel like thats part of the reason that I think about these things. -
Email and grattitudes
Here's an email I sent to a friend of mine a little while ago. She and I discussed crazy things that left us both a little depressed so here's what I came up with ( Read more... ) -
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Today I was in a really good mood during work (for reasons I wont share here) but it was a nice change of pace. Now I'm having sort of depressing thoughts about death and things but Im working really hard to control them and enjoy life more ( Read more... ) -
Good day bad day
Yesterday started off bad but ended good. It was really nice to see amy and allison :) I even went to the library and got some work done which is fabulous. Today I think I'll be going for a walk in the evening with a friend's mom...kinda weird but in many ways also very normal.Im a bit nervous about my finances. I owe a lot of rent and have a ( Read more... ) -
Just some quick grattitudes
It was a weird day today so I'm just going to put it behind me and post some grattitudes:
1. Librarys
2. A good mood during a weird day
3. Friends being up early in the morning
4. Water
5. Lunch -
Up in smoke
I spent the night at school and it was fun but stressful. We did a lot of srat stuff bc we have a lot of changes that had to occur this summer. I kinda started smoking again, partially to see if the nicotine was a source of my anxiety and partially because i just wanted a cigarette. Im thinking about getting an E-cig though. I had a terrible ( Read more... ) -
Feeling pretty good
I hung out with two of my girls last night which was nice. We talked about a lot of stuff including their relationship woes. It kind of made me feel like a spinster because Ive only ever been in one relationship...in 10th grade...for about 10 months. Yeah, not exactly the stuff that engagements are made of. In some ways I felt bad last night ( Read more... )