I had just about the CRAZYIEST dream ever last night, nothing can ever compare. It was so vivid and detailed, I remembered just about everything and I wrote it all down when I woke up. And then in the afternoon after school and art class as well as after dinner (yes, I was finally able to eat!) I analyzed my dream and holy shit the things I ( Read more... )

Today was not the best day I have had, like it was a good day and all in school and then I had art class but I unno I just compleatly crashed around 8:30 and kept crying until like now (9:50ish). Now my eyes burn. It was quite random, but it makes sense. It is all because of how I handle things, I just keep on pushing everything down and eventually ( Read more... )

I feel lost, very lost...like a sad lonely little puppy lost. >plah< my life is so jamed pack, and I haven't spent much time w/ anyone other than the usual crowd which consists of me, rachel, werner, robert, and tasha in school and then out of school the same people plus torante, dana, the israelies, and occasionally nina. I really need to see ( Read more... )

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It's 3 am and no one other than me and my dog (partly) is up. Werner went home like 10 min ago and now I feel all lonely like. I'm wrapped all up in this blanket we were using when we were just chilling and watching videos and I want to go to sleep, but I just can't...So school was as fine as school can go, today I put my art work up for the ( Read more... )

Well today I got back from NC, that was an uhhh intersting trip. I left tues afternoon and got back tonight so really I was only there for one day and I didn't go to the beach, and I traveled like 10 hours in the car w/ the family, WHO WOULDN'T LET ME DRIVE THE WHOLE TRIP. For hells sake, I'm getting my lincence next friday! Wouldn't it make sense ( Read more... )

Today is April 4, 2004 (04/04/04) and if you didn't already know it, 10 years ago today Kurt Cobain a) either commit suicide or b) something along the lines of Courtney Love killing him or hiring a hitman; either way- Kurt Cobain died today. >moment of silence< So break has been going pretty good so far, tomorrow I leave for N.C. so we shal see how ( Read more... )

Thank fucking god, I didn't think spring break would ever come! Not in a million, trillon years did I think it was going to come, like ever. But now it is here, and I am SOOOOOO HAPPY that it is finally break! Although >sniff< Rachel left for Germany yesterday :big emo tear: I miss her so much! She called me from the airport all hyped up on Zanax ( Read more... )

The lack of sleep has just about finally gotten to me. My body feels so dead right now, but my mind is still in action. I dread trying to climb the stairs to make it to my comfy bed...If I can just make it through tomorrow w/ out collapsing again I will be good, cause thurs and fri are 1/2 days and then I FINALLY go on break. Oh break...what a ( Read more... )

>ouch< My brain hurts, it really, really hurts. I just did an in-depth 7 page essay on Shakespeare's Julius Caesar. It has taken me a week and just today was probly 10 hours and before that, I have no ideaaaa. Woh...I could just lay in my carpet right now and melt away into the fabric. What a yummy thought...Unfortunatlly school is tomorrow but I ( Read more... )