Okay now I really fucking hate my computer. I just finished writing my entry and the bitch of a computer deletes it! GAH! Not to mention that I haven't been able to get my e-mail for a week from Netscape, stupid technology. So this whole past week has been pretty bad cause I have been under a ton of stress from school work, parents expectations, ( Read more... )

Being grounded sucks. But you know what sucks even more? Having a shitload of work that I have to get done all for next week. I have a Caesar paper for English, a Spanish Bio, a Chem test, and a Math test. I'm like freaking out and about to crack from the stress and lack of a certain something. I need some or else I won't be able to get anything ( Read more... )

Alrighty, so I'm fine now and because I am fine and things are getting better I do not feel inclined to tell what was bothering me. So there, deal with not knowing fools. I finally got the braces off today, it hurt like a bitch and now I have retainers and I also talk like a pubsecent middle schooler, not to mention that my gums are swollen. What ( Read more... )

What The Fuck?!
God damn, I am mad, I am sad, I feel hurt.
Fuckin' A...
I feel numb and shakey all over.
I think I am going to go to bed now...
What I would like to know though is:

What is fucking wroung with me!?!?!?!

"Life is not what I thought it was
Twenty four hours ago"

WoOt! I feel very "uplifted" and "quazi-happy" To the point where I feel like dancing, yes, yes I feel like dancing. Nothing special even really happened today, infact you could call it more of a bummed out sorta day. But I just feel very optimistic about how things and and how things are going, which is a very good feeling! Maybe it's cause I got ( Read more... )

Sooooo the time is currently 1:50 on sunday which means that Joel is fucking 50 minutes late. Thanks ever so much Joely! :growls angerly: I hear that he has become a mess, though that is no excuse what so ever! If he wants to become a potheadburntoutstoner that's his choice, but from what i hear he doesn't even seem to notice. Or maybe he does ( Read more... )

I'm looking up and never trying to never look down ( Read more... )

Last night...(a room A room full, drunk ( Read more... )

Song lyrics for my mood ( Read more... )

Yesterday was fucking hell, bloody fucking hell. Actually, it wasn't that bad, not bloody-fucking-hell bad, just meh-blah-oh-no bad. So what happened was that I had a ton of work/test stuff to do and that just sucked. I also got in a fight w/ my mom over dropping health class and she was all like "your taking the easy way out, your one demensional ( Read more... )