My life, is hell. Constantly. You may be saying to yourself, oh it cant be that bad! Well it has been. First Im sick for about... a month and in the hosp for about three weeks of that, then I come home, with tubes sticking out of me for another week before I can get one taken out so I can get back to work and school. (The other was an iv access ( Read more... )

I just wanna hide away, save all this crap for some other day when I can deal with it. I need a hug and I hate that I have to ask. I dont want to deal anymore. Its to  much work holding part of me back from everything, dont feel to much its not normal, dont say to much you'll sound stupid, dont say that its far to much, dont do that you'll scare ( Read more... )

So... not for the first time in my life have I done something incredibly stupid. You may have noticed the LOVELY pic I added.. yeah.. it hurts... like a bitch. Let me tell you a lil story. So I went with my mother and sister (and sisters friend) to pick up my cousin at the train station today... all went fine and good, he seems to be growing up a ( Read more... )

I did it! I survived another finals week! Yay! No summer quarter for me, totally taking the summer off... Wooo!!!!!
yay! Im done!

I cant win! Nothing I do is right, Ive come to realize lately that the reason my life sucks is cause Im not doing or being who I want to be. I dont want to be the shitty friend who doesnt pay attention when her best friend needs help, I dont wanna be the girl that bugs you all day because shes to preoccupied to actually take a step back and go, no ( Read more... )

I did somthing a lil out of character while out in the vast nothin of wyoming.... I got my first tattoo! Im so excited I had to share!  I may possibly put a pic up. But not right now... So sleepy still!
Just wanted to share. Will write more later!

alright.. so most ya'll know that Im going on my trip. today.. whatever. lol. Anyway thats pretty cool. Got through my final first though ( Read more... )

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Finally! Life is good!
So, heres a little recap of my february... well, february up till now I guess! Hmmm, So, I believe I updated about going to the Pacific Science Center with Stephanie and My cuz Alec, totally had fun, butterfly landed on my ass, etc.

Then, nothing really happened from the 1st -9th... but the 10th.. I met someone, its about ( Read more... )

An update! yay!
So, schools good, work is awesome, esp. when there is chocolate involved... which I have made sure it is lately. lol. Hmmm. what else.. I totally a lonely loser, but thats nothing new. lol.
Went out to dinner with Sammie tonight, saw Sara! yay! That was awesome, it has been so long! other than that... my life is pretty boring and ( Read more... )