Why do I hate you and yet want you so damn much.....and I say he doesn't make sense.

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Its raining, its pouring, and I"m happy in my natural environment. Its kind of like that song by Garbage ( Read more... )

My grandfather died on Saturday. He was basically that last bridge between childhood and adulthood, and now all I can think is what the fuck do I do now? So Will called me Saturday night, and I knew I wanted to forget everything. He is a "friend." Jesus, I don't know what he is anymore. I don't want a friend with benefits. I want a love of my life ( Read more... )

Why is it every time I'm ready to let a charachter go, Laurell K. Hamilton has to sex them up. For all of you Anita Blake fans out there, I believe book 12 has the most fantastic sex scene of all time...That's all.

I remember when I was a little girl, most likely seven, my sister and I would play with our poorly dressed Barbies and throw mock weddings. The interesting thing, to both of us, was more the wedding night rather than the ceremony. Interestingly enough, my sister is the one that taught me Barbies could have sex, even without functioning genetalia ( Read more... )

SOOOO HORNY

I've mentioned consistently through my journal that men frustrate the fuck out of me. The latest issue occurs with a friend. Using my intellect I should determine that he has nothing to offer me and that I am better off looking for men at UCI. Of course my loneliness calls me to take desperate action to keep anyone around me while I can get them. ( Read more... )

Never watch the movies GIA or Wilde when you are depressed. It doesn't make you feel any better...

I hate my step sister more than anyone I've ever known. She is having an abortion after sleeping around with a ton of morons without using birth control. She is damn near 24 and should be smart about these things, but no, and now an innocent child has to die because of her insecurity.