So I didn't get that receptionist job, even though I thought the interview went awesome, ugh, suckage...looking over craigslist for parttime gigs is kinda depressing cause it shows how many shitty jobs there are and how many jobs I'm unqualified for. Saving money sucks ( Read more... )

I need to get out of this city...its become too comfortable. New Years resolution: to be living in another city next year. I've made enough excuses, the biggest of which was staying close to the fam..but since I never see them anyway and its difficult enough getting back w/o a car, that arguement is void. The longer I stay here the more things... ( Read more... )

Snow Day...all of these things together...I woke up on fire this morning...wanting to change the world. I want to find something I can obsess about....something REAL, a cause I can get behind. I miss being busy @ school. I don't have enough outlets..writing/drawing/dancing/reading are all great but something is missing in my life. I spent all ( Read more... )

Listening to Polka Dot dot dot from Oli(harmonies, harps, and patsy kline covers of delish)...just got back today w/ Emily, Kevinger to visit Val and see the Dodo's. Wonderful show in a gallery that Steve Wilson put on, hurrah- Kite was amazing as well, must remember their folky, homey tree music. Whisky, pita chips and hash are the perfect combo. ( Read more... )

I am waiting to take the bus down to meet Amy for Hawaii!!! I am so impatient though!! Oh my gosh, I'm so excited...I feel like I don't have enough time already though. Maybe I just won't come back? We'll see. I guess we're shopping when we get in for bridesmaid dresses??i guess? This is wierd to me ( Read more... )

Just got back from an adventure to get 2 bags full of Nat. Geographics for an art project Aaron & I are gonna work on=== a wall collage of what we want...to focus and meditate on...I'm focusing on CHANGE...REVOLUTION...ENVIRONMENTALLY SUSTAINABILITY...COMMUNITY...ART ect ect ( Read more... )

Low, low low, I am so fricken done with everything right now. Bad ideas, get worse, bad energies that I'm trying to avoid escalate the stomach tension. Stupid, Stupid Stupid, Who knew chocolate could be so dramatic? I want to move away and never see anyone again. Why am I such a selfish bitch? Why can't I go to Okanogan and never touch a cell phone ( Read more... )

So the closer Bodies gets to closing..the more I feel like I'm going to miss it. When i started I would notice all the worst customers & be prepared for the worst, but now I'm starting to appreciate my nice customers...like I love Latina/o families that come in speaking spanish & I that I can understand 60% of what they are saying. I also love ( Read more... )

I really shouldn't read into astrology...like if its accurate than I tend to believe it and then if it portends bad luck I think its crap...ugh. As if relationships live & die by arbitrary sign traits. I really have too much wasted time on my hands. I wanted to start making soap...but lye & fat are difficult to get a hold of...maybe I'll ask the ( Read more... )

I am so frustrated at these patrons I am going to kill them....everyone else left 20 mintues ago & they are having a gay old time in the last room reading everyone of the comments...so much for leaving early. I'm fasting too & ran out of juice at 2....so I"m completely ready to pass out & really need to leave... NOW. Everyone here waits for me to ( Read more... )