so lately everyone i know is having babies. i started having baby fever. anyone who really knows me knows that i have never wanted a baby or kids so this is strange. so now i have been obsessed with getting a puppy. i want a dog so bad now. esp since fonda will be leaving town for his externship for at least 3 months and being in the house ( Read more... )

everyone wants to be seen as a person. i don't care what race or religion a person is, they just want to be seen as themselves. a white person is put down because they are white. a black person is put down because they are black. an asian is put down because they are asian. and so on. no one is superior and no one is inferior. we are all ( Read more... )

i don't know how many people know what my year has been like, but it has been eventful. 20 mins into it, i slipped in my bathroom and twisted my ankle and had to be on crutches and out of work. 6 days later, i slam my middle finger in the door to a van on the way to church. I still went, just got some supplies from wal-mart. i did lose the ( Read more... )

it is very hard to be constantly reminded that people are not good.

tonight was super busy. we were joking that everyone heard that gene and i are doing the whole guest first thing and so everyone came out! hahaha. i had a 13 hour day and am exhausted, but hopefully we made some kind of an impact.

i got a royal ass chewing tonight by my regional manager. i know that at most jobs, this is not a big deal because bosses regularly chew out people, but not this guy. he is usually the guy that hugs your neck and tells you how much you mean to the company and always has time to talk. like your favorite uncle mike or something. i just happened ( Read more... )

i dont know if anyone reads this anymore or if i even care if they do. i have always enjoyed keeping a journal and i think it maybe easier to type than to hand write, although some of the feeling and the closeness is left out in typing ( Read more... )

I was just sitting here weeping for the fact that I am inept at having meaningful relationships. I want very badly a companion. To one day soon be married and settled. I don't even care about a wedding. And while I was weeping I started apologizing to God for being selfish and weeping for myself. Some people are just meant to be alone in life ( Read more... )

I am still living in a hotel. I am still driving a rental car. I am still here. Now is the time when spirits begin to drop. I want to be possitive, but it is really hard. My car was officially totaled yesterday. Now I have to buy a new one. I don't really know the first thing about buying a car. I am more concerned about getting financing ( Read more... )

In case you are living under a rock, Prattville, AL got hit with a serious tornado. I live in Prattville. I also live in the path that this tornado took. I havent been able to see my apartment or car or cats yet because the whole area is under lock down. No one in. I have seen a few pictures on the web of my actual building and a partial of my ( Read more... )