most people know that i have been doing my ex until about 3 months ago, maybe 4. i have moved on from that onto my friends boyfriends. i am the worst person around. i am a shell of a human. i am worthless.
Sounds to me like you have a very big void that you're trying to fill with these sexual relationship that can only really be filled by love. Sadly, true love is hard to find.
BTW, are you possibly bipolar? Hypersexuality is a classic symptom.
Hope you find a way out of the trap you're in. Don't forget these guys are pretty much using you and they know it. Some of your feelings of worthlessness should be focused their way too.
actually i am bipolar and have been on medication for years. although i dont want to believe it, but i still take my meds. i think that all sarahs are crazy.
i know that they are using me, but i have been using them too. that i think makes it worse.
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BTW, are you possibly bipolar? Hypersexuality is a classic symptom.
Hope you find a way out of the trap you're in. Don't forget these guys are pretty much using you and they know it. Some of your feelings of worthlessness should be focused their way too.
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i know that they are using me, but i have been using them too. that i think makes it worse.
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