Well, I've not got much to say for myself. I'm back in Maine, and very, very, very busy lately. I hardly get a moment to myself anymore, but I love it, seeing as I'm out doing things I want to. Looking for a job, who knew it'd be so hard to get a crap-ass job, right? LoL, oh well, I get one soon I'm sure ( Read more... )

My bro's leaving for the navy on monday. It's really, really fucking depressing. I can't imagine how his mother is handling it, or his blood-sister.

I'm tired, just wanted to update.

Last year, I admired the wines. This ( Read more... )

Not so mad at the family atm, but I'm still planning on moving back to Maine in June. So June 10th I should be there, possibly with Kai, Raine, and Arialan following shortly. If you don't know who they are, well, I'm moving in with them for college. Kai is my adoration, and Raine and Arialan are two incrediable people. Anyone who reads this gets ( Read more... )

I despise everyone right now. I despise society, and I especially despise my parents, all of them. I want to just... cut them all down and be done with it. I want to get out of here, and be left purely to my own devices. It was stupid to move in with my father, seriously very, very stupid. I don't know what I was thinking. I want to destroy this ( Read more... )

And AGAIN! AGAIN! Why again? What the hell is wrong with me that I attract this shit. I swear to the gods it's like I have no defense when it happens, and then I'm obsessed over it for days. I feel like ripping myself to pieces. Literally. I want to carve myself to nothing (yes, I know, emo and psycho, but it's how I feel). I hate me, and I hate

What Would You Do If ( Read more... )

Hahahaha, I so totally danced my ass off in front of what had to be at least a 1/4 of Grand Prairie. But I did it, and without tripping, or making a complete idiot of myself. Thank you dance class for making me face one of my worst fears, public appearances. And I kept a smile on! You all know how hard that is for me when I'm this far *is showing ( Read more... )

Stolen from mystic_dreamer (lol, sorry ( Read more... )

I had one of the weirdest dreams last night. I was in Maine (a lot of my dreams seem to take place in Maine lately) and I was in this car with this other person, driving down this road. On either side of the road, as far as the eye can see were penguins! They were all behind these fences, and some of them were trying to get out. Other parts were ( Read more... )