I feel as if I have almost shut everyone out of my life for good now. I have been taking my lithium somedays and my Adderall when ever I can get it. I have not done any opiates in a good long while, which makes me feel somewhat accomplished. I also came up with an idea of some sorts of writing a drug column where people can not label or use it to ( Read more... )

I have been Playing the Sims gane for weeks now taking as much Adderall as I can to keep up. I dont understand why people cant keep up with me??? It feels as if I'm invinceable but I know I'm not. If you are apart of the Hinsdale people you will understand. Turning 21 has made it easier to drink nothing else. I want my boys Back

At the Buddhist Center we were talking about, Detachment & About what Women Cling to. Anyways I love Payday!!!!!! Yet I wish I could Have A Job where I could Save Peoples Lives. I feel So Pathedic, Iam A college Drop-Out Loser.I dont have a boyfriend Like I need one Anyways that would just confuse everything I guess. Someone Once told me that if ( Read more... )

"If our species does not destroy itself it will be a death in
the cradle- A case of infant mortality"------Jonathan Schell

I just thought that it was very interesting!!!!!!

When will you start to lose control,
do I have to ininaite
Do you want to sell your soul,
How much for it to turn to hate,

*this is a work in progress*

I love Music!!!!!!!!!!!!

Well paul and I were thinking about alot of stuff the other day he wants us to get a townhouse and i dont really think that I'm at that stage in my life where I can go just get a townhouse on the income i get. N when i told him that he got really mad with me and started yelling at me. I dont know what to do now. We talked out some stuff and we are ( Read more... )

Well i went to the Dr. today and he said that i have a really bad summer cold it sux i dont wanna be tired ( Read more... )

Well alot of crazy stuff will inform later

Well Paul and I r still together. I really Love him and it feels soo damn good. He stoped using heroin so im soo proud of him i wish i could be that strong. I dont want to go to school in the fall expecially COD gad damn this fucking sux ( Read more... )