im so sick of being hated by the person who should love me unconditionally
im so sick of feeling awful because of the person who should always tell me im amazing
im so sick of trying to show how much i love them and hearing how awful i am
im so sick of hurting
im so sick of my mother

summer is great... so great. it seems like my whole life has been this summer and yet it went by faster than any other i can remember. everyone else is freaking about the dawning nearness of school, but im still in this mindset that im in the depths of summer.. driving down the highway with the river on one side and a grassy hill on the other ( Read more... )

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HEYstiansmetstad: everything feels 100x better when ur in love, but all the bad things hurt 200x worse ( Read more... )

I never updated about Boston really. Everyone who knows me knows im in love with Harvard, but I also loved Boston in itself. When flying into LA to look at schools I immediately felt claustrophobic, but Boston felt like home. Sea side lighthouses, sailboats on the Charles, quotes on every park bench, ivy on brick buildings. Anyways, here is a miny ( Read more... )

Tonight PJ played an open house at some local restaurant in Ashland. He had texted me asking me to wish him luck right before he went on and so I texted him saying "good luck but you dont need it and i love you". Apparently he got this right in the middle of his set and read it a loud to the crowd right before he played the song he wrote for me. Oh ( Read more... )

so basically if i never went back to st marys again i would be happier than a fat kid with cake, but here's my schedule. lemme know if u have any classes with me ( Read more... )

So I got my Senior pictures back today.. eh, I dunno. I can’t really form opinions about pictures of myself. Please tell me which ones you like:

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so yesterday marcus and i spent the entire day on 23rd turning him into an emo geek... breathtaking to say the least. other than that i just have been recuperating from boston and my broken heart after seeing the heaven that is harvard. i <3 boston and if i ever make it into harvard my life is basically set, so yeah haha ( Read more... )

TheDude4535: i was like she's like the best thing the has ever happend to me and that she wakeboards and works at fossil and has dimples and green nail polish ( Read more... )