Well, another relationship ended, and here I sit, alone. I have given up on finding another 'love of my life'! I had it and as I've said before, he won't be with me because of his career/image. I had even stopped comparing what we had to all my other relationships, but it just seems that there's no one out there who wants to fall passionately in ( Read more... )

Soooo, I'll write about my boyfriend,I guess. Oh, wait...I turned 31 NOT 32...that was a typo, and a bad one!!!! Damn! Anyway, I have pretty much dated and was in all senses of the word, but legal, 'married' to, younger guys or guys my age, other than a couple of blokes. Well, this current bf is 45, almost 46. New territory for me. He's a lawyer. ( Read more... )

I just opened a group for fans of 30 Seconds to Mars. Check it out and join, if you like. I am a huge fan and have this 'thing' for Jared ( Read more... )

well, here I am, on the computer again, alone, around midnight.....and I'm going to start at the beginning.

i stayed busy playing tennis while i was in school, so i never really had time to think about girls one way or the other. I mean, you are either playing, working out, or staying in shape with the game, and study...like I did a whole lot of ( Read more... )

Well, here is me. Here I am. My first post in my journal. This has been suggested by my therapist, as a good way for me to say what i can't say in the real world, at this point. No, I'm not crazy, at least, not totally. Whom among us is truly sane? lol  I just have issues to deal with like everyone else, and then some ( Read more... )