My Lord God

I have no idea where I am going.

I do not see the road ahead of me.

I cannot know for certain where it will end.

Nor do I really understand myself.

And the fact that I think I am following

Your will does not mean I am actually doing so.

But I believe that the desire to please you

Does in fact please you.

And I hope I have the desire in all that ( Read more... )

I went canoeing today. It was fun. I flipped over once and flipped someone over. It was good group bonding time. I don't quite fit in here and I kind of think I just might not ever. It is starting to be the norm to be on my own. I do enjoy the quiet.  Alcohol seems to dictate and direct everyone's plans. They cannot seem to just enjoy time together ( Read more... )

Ever look back and think...oh Lord, what I wouldn't give to be back in that moment again?

I've been looking back lately, not in that oh I'm unhappy here so I'll pretend to be there way, but in that think of that moment and smile way.

I look back and see silly moments, happy moments, scary moments, horribly sad moments, and breathtaking everlasting ( Read more... )

Who are you?

In your eyes?
In your friends' eyes?
In your family's eyes?
In a stranger's eyes?
In God's eyes?

Do you like that person?
Do you know that person?
Are you that person?
Are you pretending to be that person?
Are you perceived the way you want to be perceived?

Who knows you?
Do they know you or do they think they know you?
Do you know ( Read more... )

So it turns out, life's rough ( Read more... )

Well ( Read more... )

Five months... I stink at this journaling ( Read more... )

It is our choices...that show what we truly are, far more than our abilities ( Read more... )

"Live in the world, as if God and your soul only were in it; so shall your heart be never made captive by any earthly thing ( Read more... )

STANZAS OF THE SOUL ( Read more... )