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For weeks, I have had no consolation, no hey I love you and I am with you. No, hey you're doing the right thing. I ams proud of you. No...I have had nothing...but the understanding that there once was consolation and that I made my decisions then. Now, here I am on the brink of desolation, just trusting that I should continue on. Knowing that ( Read more... )

My last teaching exam is tomorrow. There's too much to study! I do not even know how to...so I have been crocheting! Stress relief...I am scared for no real reason! Teaching is almost over and then I will have some free time...maybe. I am looking forward to Thanksgiving with my family, especially my grandma! Sleep would be nice but it isn't in the ( Read more... )

It's been 9 months since I was the teacher and today I taught my first lesson. Wow, it's weird and wonderful to be teaching again. Man is it tiring! I really enjoy the kids and I had forgotten how humbling teaching really is! I cannot begin to imagine my first year. So nothing extra-curricular or for the future I want to do seems to be working; I ( Read more... )

So Mom and Kevin left today. I finally have a bed. I had forgotten how nice it is to have a bed! Beyond that I have a house, really it is beginning to be a home. I really like my roomates even the ones I just met. Things were a little tense at first but we are all adjusting. The pink couch has found its way to my attic. So, I am ready for visitors ( Read more... )

In reality, we suffer only in our relations with others. The possibility of suffering measures the intimacy and the intensity of the bonds which unite us to another being. We do not suffer in our relations with those who are indifferent. In fact, indifference in some sense protects us against suffering. When indifference ceases, our capacity for ( Read more... )

You realize that you are just hear...waiting
Waiting for something big or someone
but it never happens or they are too late
I hope that we connect... someday
Otherwise I am just people watching, clock watching
Waiting

When a boy and a girl fall in love they lack time to spend together and even when they are not together, they meditate each others words in silence and tenderness. Being separated sometimes, they have silent conversations... And this makes their love grow and helps them to understand each other, because meditating each others words, they are ( Read more... )

Happy Happy Birthday from Austria to you! I wish I was there with you so I could party too! (tune of Empireror's New Groove)
Happy Birthday to you Happy Birthday to you Happy Birthday Dear Jason Happy Birthday to you.

Wow, no longer a teenager! Hope you have a great day. May God bless you abundantly this year.

Sometimes time stops
you realize that you are back
in the same spot
without reailizing you left
Yet you have changed so much
People should notice
but they do not
Then you are back
You want to go forward
but you always end up back

Create a new heart in me Oh Lord
And make it pure, just for You