So I look in your direction ( Read more... )

yeah im pissed i fuckin hate when i say something it is compleatly ignored and done the next day. im tired or it all i want is for her to wait till i am comfortable with it and she wont even do that inside i am honestly screaming i fucking hate this

I guess just say whatever...

yeah umm been a while sense i said anything in here so yeah umm pancakes and syrup is all i have to say

when your gone ill miss you ......need you....... want you........dream about you........think about you 24/7.......miss your kiss......need your hugs....worrie about you.......hope your ok.......miss your eyes......miss the feel of you pressed against me when you cuddle me......miss being your cuddle monster......wait in excitment for you to come ( Read more... )

yeah well i tryed all i could and it didnt pay out at all. i fucked everything up yet once again i now know i do not do anything at all right. trying hard just isnt good enough no more. so i guess i just have to let happen happen from now on. im still gonna save up for an apartment but ill be doing it bymyself from the looks of it. but thats fine i ( Read more... )

i have 90 dollars toward an apartment but no one to fuckin go in with me on one yet and it fuckin blows

im havin no luck at all findin any money or a place my friend alex said i coud stay with him for a while but he said it has to be a last resort and i understand it the one person that owes me a big favor basicaly told me to fuck off last night so fuck him. i just wish i could get up as much money as i could befor anna just ups and gose so i can ( Read more... )

if everything gose the way it looks like its going i dont know what im gonna do ill have nothing and i mean nothing. no place to live no one to hold no one to cuddle no one to cry to no one to love no one to love me. the reason is because there is no on else in this world that could equle or be better or even come close to what you are. ANNA I LOVE

yeah so i figured out i fuck up a lot of things i have fucked up peoples friendships i am on the verge of loseing the only thing i have any care for anymore and why for me being me. well just so i can fix this shit im gonna change to be the person im wanted to be cuz all i am right now is a fuck up. so from this god forsaken damned day foward im a ( Read more... )