my family is crazy is yours?

i hate how im told my feelings mean a lot and all that rigamorole but then when it comes down to it im not shown that they are meanin anything at all. i fucking hate it i feel lik ei was betrayd but i know i wasnt i hate this.

i have decided hate fing snow

so i have been goin through a lot lately and im depressed and i dont know what to do im stickin through somethin for anna as much as i hate what i have to stick through i guess im gonna. for the past like weekalomst i have been constently yelling in my head. i have so much built up inside me and now one to talk to about it. i wont talk to no one ( Read more... )

so yeah now i know how it really feels to be not trusted by any one or beleaved by the one who you thought trusted you the most and even loved you enought to trust. well i mainly feel worthless and hopeless and i wish i could just fucking die cuz i hate my life and what its turning out to be. you need trust to have a realitionship and with out ( Read more... )

im in roseville so umm yeah i guess bye

well i sapose what they say is true. "you really dont realize what you have and how good it is till you fuck up" anna is right i say i didnt mean anything by it but i still did it and wouldnt of if i didnt mean anything by it. i mean like i know what i have is the best thing that has ever happened to me EVER. i just dont know why i did it i wasnt ( Read more... )

yeah i decided im gonna leave life

fuck the judge

here is to all the cute nothings in the world......................................................this excludes todays random nothings.....