Well, I've been here for less than a week, and I feel more alone than ever. This place just feels empty and cold and sad. I feel like I'll never get used to it. Maybe it's because I know I shouldn't even unpack because I'll be gone in 6 weeks or because it's not MY home. I don't know, but it sucks, and I suck when I'm here. I hate being ( Read more... )

wow, I can't believe it. I'm leaving Huntington, WV. I've lived here since April 1997, and now my time here is coming to an end. It's hard knowing that this is really the closest place to a home that I have, and I'm leaving it. Hopefully I'll feel at home someday in a different state. So, thank you, West Virginia, for taking me under your wing ( Read more... )

* A week from today is my last day in Huntington...forever ::tear ( Read more... )

will the sun come out tomorrow? probably not. and it's really putting a damper in my life. i don't feel like doing anything active or productive. it's a complete downer ( Read more... )

in an effort to encourage positive thinking and growth in myself, i am trying to focus only on positive aspects in life (and embrace and learn from the negative ( Read more... )

I'm really trying to hang in there for these last 5 weeks of school. Trying not to let my focus slip, but it's nearly impossible. I'm pretty much over it. I'm over dumb assignments. I'm over writing papers to reach a quota for busy work. I'm just over it. I can't wait to graduate. I can't wait to work and teach and sing and perform. I'm ( Read more... )

So, I'm in Baltimore. It's spring break, and I'm sittin here, in the guest room, chillin with my dog who farts about every 3-5 seconds. It's cool ( Read more... )

SETC was a success, you could say. I already have a job, so I wasn't too concened with that aspect, although Matt D DID call me back, and I was excited beyond words :) I spent a day walking around Atlanta with Adam Stephens. We walked through midtown, visited a Jewish History Museum and the Atlanta Underground. But, most importantly, I got to ( Read more... )

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So, my mom called me today and made me realize that going to NYC for spring break wasn't realistic. I need to put my priorities in order no matter how much it meant to me to go. I'll get to go....eventually. Whatev. I applied online for a typing job. Hopefully that will pull through ( Read more... )