pah, i give up...i'm so exhuasted

I Got Accepted to good old GC&SU !!! finally...

I'M GOING I'm GOING I'M GOING!!!!!!!!!!
I got accepted to a mission trip to Kenya for a month in the summer!!!!!!!!!
I'M SO EXCITED !!!!! God is so Good!!!!!!!!!!
:):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):)

I am now officially 18... happy birthday to me!;)... by the way , after going to Jen's wedding i've decided i wanna marry a military man, their wedding was so beautiful.;)

UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
that all i can say about how i feel at the moment....i am so very frustrated...

why does my heart so badly want what it knows it can't have.....:(

so i broke up w/ brandon last night... i felt God's push and i obeyed. It's hard b/c i'm still crazy about him but i know that God is faithful and apparently has different plans for me. My heart aches but i'll get through it ... i've done it before and i can do it again.. To know that God is proud of me for my complete obedience is sufficient ( Read more... )

i miss my friends... i feel like i'm starting to live life alone and it's a bit lonely

hmm..i'm deep in thought and yet i feel too tired to think. What i find fascinating is that God shows me things when i least expect it. Someone told me today that my smile actually made their day b/c they knew it was real and they can't figure out why i am so happy... then he proceeded to ask what the purpose of life is... which was God opening a ( Read more... )