you've taken my breathe away for the very last time ( Read more... )

one thing i truly hate about myself is that i always ask "what if".

and then it gets me thinking and then i get worried and nervous for reasons unknown.

not good.

My life is a god damn roller coaster right now, I can have the most perfect day and then next thing I know I am laying in my bed crying, How does one get to be so sad? I have a perfectly great life full of amazing people who surround me. I can't even begin to explain how much I have realized that I have less of a smile on my face these days, I ( Read more... )

I get these really strange feelings when I'm driving at night by myself. I just stare at the car in front of me until every thing's a blur and just drive with my friend the stereo and let it just take me. I don't pay attention to anything but for some reason my mind knows when to stop when the other car stops and turn when I need to turn. God, it's ( Read more... )

Ransom notes keep falling out your mouth.
Mid-sweet talk, newspaper word cut-outs.
Speak no feeling, no I dont believe you.
You don't care a bit. You don't care a bit.

i know i love my boyfriend with every fiber of my being.
but i know there's a voice in the back of my head saying "what if?"
i'm losing it as summer is coming...yup.

it was nice to talk to him

things are going okay right now ( Read more... )

You Belong in Barcelona
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i feel like my life is falling apart.

oh wait..it is!

my best friend died today at 12:34.

i don't know what to do, or to think right now.
the shock that he's gone hasn't set in yet
i'm kind of still in denial that he's gone.

this weekend isn't going to be good.