haha, our hearts beat in breakdowns killer. i know how ya feel though. you'll talk yourself out of it though...u just gotta hit that landmark with him...something that will set him aside from everyone else. and i promise everything will just disapear. you'll feel completely fine. i had that with nikki AND kristie suprisingly...and kinda just let it go. now i miss both of them dearly for completely different reasons...well, not so much nikki anymore. cause she's more or less a bitch to me now. but you get my drift. don't let things get ahead of you. it's not worth it babe.
if our hearts beat in brakdowns, then well my heart is dying. i talk myself out of it all the time, over and over again, but it always seems to come back into my head, and i always have that doubt in my head. He's a great guy, and an amazing friend but like because i've been f-ed over i can't get myself to trust him as fully as i would like to. I mean i do trust him, cause he knows if he screws up ill punch him in the face, but even still i worry and i have alot of doubts about him & the realtionship.
but i know that what i have, i probably won't find for a really long time if i lost it. so, i'm just going to go with the flow and try to wait things out and hope that all is well soon enough in my head.
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i talk myself out of it all the time, over and over again, but it always seems to come back into my head, and i always have that doubt in my head. He's a great guy, and an amazing friend but like because i've been f-ed over i can't get myself to trust him as fully as i would like to. I mean i do trust him, cause he knows if he screws up ill punch him in the face, but even still i worry and i have alot of doubts about him & the realtionship.
but i know that what i have, i probably won't find for a really long time if i lost it. so, i'm just going to go with the flow and try to wait things out and hope that all is well soon enough in my head.
take care babe
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