it's snowing.
and i hate it.

it's been a far too damp fall.

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these days, i find myself hopelessly unmotivated ( Read more... )

its my birthday

i am a total fuck head.

he won his game & i wasn't even there to see it.
cause i didn't want to go alone.
i'm so fucking selfish.

i suck..i really do.

"im a grown ass man i aint no punk ass kid so get the FUCK OUT OF MY FACE!"

So I wake up in the morning and I hop in the shower and wash you off from the night before, only with eagerness to see you sooner than later and start all over again. And everynight I leave a new peice of me hidden under the covers and inside your pillow cases. Maybe that's why I feel so disconnected and so incomplete everytime I have to sleep ( Read more... )

im not as strong as people think. i'm easy to crack. one word can make me cry, where as in most instances, it will take twelve times that to see me smile. if for one day everyone that's ever told me to 'chill out' or 'relax' or 'not stress' or be a 'bitch' could step in to my shoes and deal with what i have to, then maybe then they'd come close to ( Read more... )

i got into my 2nd car accident today ( Read more... )

FIRSTS ( Read more... )