i'm very much aware of how shitty my journal is, however i've been too lazy to make a new one until now.

add it:     CRUMPLSTILTSKIN

i swear, if one more person cuts me off while i'm in mid-sentence, lots of innocent people are going to get hurt. i swear to fucking god!

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i'm so fucking ready to go back to school. i have nothing to offer other than my hours per week. it's fucking discouraging knowing that i'm going nowhere real fucking quick. i hate my job and i want to quit and i totaly would if i had a new job lined up or i was in school. i learned that i'm not a people person. fuck this shit. fuck!

i don't care if i'm a "catch".
or that someone real awesome will come my way.
i don't want your friendship.
i don't want your lay.
i hate it when you hold my hand.
or call me "babe" when i'm upset.
you're sorting things out and suggest that i do so as well.
but i've got it figured out.
it's you. it's been you for awhile.

i never love nobody fully
always one foot on the ground
and by protecting by heart truly
i got lost

well it's offical..
i feel shitty, induced by my own stupidity.

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