can i move in with any of you? please ( Read more... )

Today has been one of those painfully slow summer days ( Read more... )

i am the coolest girlfriend ever!

i just bought my boy two system of a down tickets for his x-mas gift.

yeah....amazing seats as well...yeah....best available.

how much cooler can i get? oh wait...i can't! haha...jk.

only cool kids get drunk.

haha...irony.

i have never felt so lonely, so hurt, so stupid, so crushed, so sad, so ugly, so blank, and so unloved. i really don't even know how to think at the moment. it's like i'm in denial of what was said.

i just want to disappear in a room full of the sweet smoke that belongs only to mary jane.

...that i am jealous of your friendships and i don't understand why you would rather go somewhere with someone besides me. am i that uninteresting? would you rather be with them? if that's the case...just leave me.

because the night belongs to lovers.

so i went to the fair with jason yesterday. we where there from 1:30 until 9:30. crazy! then we went to the river for half an hour. i love night time at the river. it makes my brain go really quiet and it makes me not worry so much. nothing else really does that. so it was nice ( Read more... )

i finally finished that damn fence! yay ( Read more... )

i really want to be out, participating in something bad.

doing something to get myself high.

i don't even know.

i want escape...a quick one.

with just me.

so i have been really mean and bitchy to jason lately. i think i know why too ( Read more... )