puking my heart out of my ass would hurt less than this.

no more jason...i feel more empty than i ever thought i could.

i feel like someone hid my heart in some dark corner and i know where it is...but i just can't get to it.

someone help me.

hannah

i am soooo tired from work last night. i am not used to all that "hard" labor anymore. i got a tip from some wierd old man wearing a pancho! that was pretty cool. but yeah. ummm...i have to work again today...and it's gonna be hella busy...DAMN THIS WEATHER! maybe i'll get to go out today though...that would be sweet ( Read more... )

my mom doesn't tell me she loves me...ever
i don't know what to do with my life
my heart and head are duking it out...no one has won yet, i'll keep you posted though.
i can't sleep
i don't eat
and on top of everthing i have a bad haircut now...so i am cutting it all off. it's going to be really short, so get ready.

hannah

i am sooo ready to not live in my house. i am sick of people being mean to me for no reason and i am sick of my parents saying they want me to learn my own lessons, and live my own life......but they keep trying to make me do what they want me to do and follow their example, and go to this school and do this with my life and date that person...it ( Read more... )

i don't know ( Read more... )

so, today was interesting...yes yes. I went to school and did nothing until 11....when i got out of school and did even less! i had this microwave dinner thing. It seems like the ones that contain rice always make me want to throw up, which is odd because i usually love rice! so i threw that away and had a delicious piece of cinnamon sugar ( Read more... )

is it rude when your boyfriend would rather go to his friends party than spend the weekend camping with you?

is it? or am i overreacting.

so everyone at my school now has my hair....exactly...the cut and the color.

i am in need of some ideas on how to change it...anyone have an idea?

much love!

ahhh, life goes on doesn't it?

today was a pretty good day.

i kinda did my own thing from 8:30 - 11:30 then went to one class and left again.

i work tonight.

i might not go to paris...but we'll see.

i really want some cinamon sugar toast...yummm...maybe when i get home.

i miss jason!