why must there always be a complication attatched to everything good in life? i finally feel like i'm making a good decision, yet i'm terrified of its consequences. i leave for florida in twenty days. i need this right now, i'm starting to feel like i can't possibly fall for anyone again. i'm so confined with my trashed relationships in this ( Read more... )

i don't want this to sound like a complaint, because i was told that i complain too much. my current uncertainty is understanding what guys are feeling. in this battleship game of being single, i'm slowly sinking. i can't bring myself to hurt others the way that i've been hurt in the past. and being single makes me feel like i can't do anything ( Read more... )

i need new things in my life:

suggest some good books, movies, songs, things to do, etc.

friends only.

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