Maybe 2007 doesn't suck as much as I thought, or assumed.

I mean, yeah, I hate this school year more than ive hated any other in the past
and yeah, I lose my license for 90 days the day after my birthday
my job sucks
im always tired or stressed
i have no where to live for college in the fall
and im more apathetic about everything than I ever have been

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so i cant even remember the last time i was on this thing.

the year of 2007 has been anything but what id hoped for....thus far..

things took a turn for the worst new years eve, resulting in tears and a suspended license. but oh well i suppose.

i have yet to even really apply to college, and i have no clue what i want to do with my life.

typical. haha.

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dear stupid bitch who has so much drama in your life that you can't help but to sit there and talk about shit you don't even know about because you obviously have nothing better to do,

you don't know me anymore.
you don't know anything about anything that i do or say
you have absolutely NO clue about any of my reasonings for anything.
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so ive noticed that i trust people way too easily.

trust should be a big thing, and why not trust people until they do something to break that trust?

well too many people break it like it's no big thing, like it's so easy to earn back...well it's not.

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holy shit.

summer.

work in the morning.
softball in the evening. and tournaments on the weekends.
parties and friends til whenever in the am.

stir together and sprinkle a few hours of sleep after each rotation.

cant complain and cant beat it.

:)

september should never come. seriously.

as the school year is winding down to its last days, i think that ive been learning about -and paying attention to- the people around me and myself, more and more.

and ive come to the conlcusion, one short conclusion, or statement rather...that i just dont care.

love me
hate me
like me 
dislike me
be indifferent

i do not care.

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dear summer,

i miss you. come around soon.

love, 
         meg.

fuuuuuuckity fuck.

birthday :)

My room totally smells like pickles. gah.

p.s. my birthday is a week from today. ;]