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so as weird and completely fucked i feel about this... my dad has decided he needs me in his life. so i saw him very unexpectedly on thursday. he drove over from colorado and has made the choice to move over here to charlotte. im pretty good with change most of the time. but this i was soooo not prepared for. the last thing i expected to come home ( Read more... )

sometimes life teases me. it lets me feel these intense feelings and gives me no options in order to preserve them. the only option is to throw them away. how is it that you throw something so intense away? why is it that this happens?

oh my god. the weather is sosooooo o ooo nice. the sun is out.and the water is warm. i got a really nice tan today laying out on the... but anyways last night i went to san diego it was pretty crazy. there's a lot of mexicans. and its a really big city. there are a lot of people on the beach. you could tell most of them werent from around the ( Read more... )

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i had things that i wanted to say. ive thought of them now and then and tried to remember but ive forgotten. i probably should have written them down. damn. well, maybe next time, right? hope everyones doing well.

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things are okay right now. there is not much to think about realisticly speaking. but beyond this cast ive made is something deeper that cannot ex scape. im in the clouds right now. ill be seeing you,sometime. bye,love!

yeah i never get on cause i dont have a computer its great. one day i will make an awesome post but not today. not that you care. bye bye
<3 sammmmmy

so things are pretty fucked in my life right now. i havent been home all day. um my mom was actually going to buy me a car and yeah my life sucks so nothing ever works right for me. why doesnt my mom understand? why is she so ignorant to the emotions i have at this point in my life ( Read more... )