"Radiohead, the kings nerdy, boring, tuneless rock music, are on top of the world. They’ve proven time and time again that they can piss directly into your open mouths, and you’ll frolic and gargle in the yellow stream like God himself was giving you a nectar-bath. Loathsome pseudo-intellectual college boys used to have ponytails; now they have ( Read more... )

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so i realize that this is the umpteenth time that i've asked this...

but what exactly is wrong with me? guys fucking despise me i think...

i hate myself so much....

since then it's been a book you read in reverse so you understand less as the pages turn or a movie so crass and awkwardly cast that even i could be the star.

i don't think that i can move from college station yet. i don't think it's in the cards. what the fuck am i going to do?

HAVE YOU EVER ( Read more... )

i can't believe i graduate in a week. these four years have gone by way too fast. i said goodbye to bethany today..my first friend in college. it was incredibly sad. i'm not ready for this. what if these are the best years of my life and now they're over?

geez the last friends episode made me really sad...atleast it ended like it should have.

truly, with his thorn in your side
and you don't know why
julie dips her toe in the tide
and she don't know why
no, she don't know why she got
all dolled up for a suicide
and when the stage lights dimmed on the fading scrim,
it was morning before the cheering died

is it too late to tell you that i don't mind?

i heart the decemberists.

that's all..i'll update at another time i promise...

well my suspicions were right...there really is something wrong with me...he was out tonight with all of his friends...he didn't see me..thank goodness...i can't handle pity...how do you go from liking someone then not with no reason or rhyme...i don't understand ( Read more... )

yeah so i haven't even really had the chance to do something wrong...and i think it's already over. story of my life. i actually decide to like a guy back and he's already over me. damn what's wrong with me?