...they are alone in the crowd, without happiness, it seems without sadness, without curiosity, going along without seeming to, without meaning to, just going this way rather than that, alone and in the crowd, never alone even by themselves, always alone even in the crowd.
-marguerite duras, "the lover"

i blackout in the room again ( Read more... )

he's going to be okay..i just know it..

...fuck all this other shit..in the grand scheme of things it doesn't matter..he's going to be okay...that's all that really matters in this world..and i'm pretty happy with that...

and to top off the best weekend of my life ( Read more... )

this weekend has been long ( Read more... )

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"How happy is the blameless vestal's lot!

The world forgetting, by the world forgot.

Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind!

Each pray'r accepted, and each wish resign'd."

i can't wait to see it again...

i lied...i would not be okay with never seeing monde again.