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I think I've figured out the psychological reason behind my insomnia. It's for those five hours of pure uninterrupted quiet between midnight and sunrise. Nobody can ask a single thing of me at this time of night- not a favor, not a question, not anything. I run my body ragged for a few hours of peace and quiet. It doesn't seem normal that I should ( Read more... ) -
So.
After everything weve been through, This is where we ended up.
I don't know you.
You don't know me.
I lie to you and you lie to me.
And still you call me your best friend, when it suits you.
You and I have Been playing this game, keeping up this charade for too long now.
I wonder when we will give it up.
I wonder who will stand up first and say "I'm ( Read more... ) -
i'm back bitches
At the end of the day, we're all ten completely different people sharing one body and one life; it's really no wonder we have trouble keeping it together. But instead of trying to understand one another and form connections, we pick at each other like vultures. We look for the weak spots, the holes, the chinks in the armor, and then we strike. Not ( Read more... ) -
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i don't know what I'm supposed to do. Somewhere along the line it became my job to make everyone happy, and right now I cant make anyone happy. I feel like everyone says one thing to me and then does another. Or does one thing and then says another. I feel like I'm being betrayed by almost everyone, and i don't know why. I only know that the last ( Read more... ) -
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real love is like ghosts....
which many talk about but few have seen.
i am tired of seeing love fail.
i am tired of feeling its absence like a weight.
i am tired of picking up the pieces, my own and others.
i am so so tired of hoping, of believing, of wishing.
i am sick of watching people give up when there's a chance.
i am sick of seeing people throw love away and then wish they ( Read more... ) -
oh holiday season.
lately all i have is this incredibly disturbing feeling of being completely alone.
the other night, i went outside to have a cigarette, and it was completely, unnaturally silent... no lights, no cars, no people... and in that moment i was positive that no one in the world was alive but me.
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Writer's Block: Time Travel
If you could travel back in time to spend a day with someone, who would it ( Read more... ) -
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break away ( Read more... )