I feel like crap today....

I really need to buckle down when it comes to schoolwork, as of now i really cannot see how i am going to survive in the real world if a bit of homework is overwhelming to me... fuck

Jesus was my substitute today. He grew a moustache..

I love giving and recieving hugs especially if the person is of a bigger stature than me, it makes me feel like i am being wrapped in a blanket... I like it when people make me feel all warm and fuzzy.

My favorite manager at Hyvee bleached his hair. I now call him Sunshine. I wanted to call him this over the intercom but my least favorite manager was there and he would have yelled at me ( Read more... )

well shit....

I am happier than I was the past few days. The questions that where crawling through my brain where sort of answered and I feel better about my situation now. I other news i got molested by two diffrent guys at the same time. Anna was my hero and sort of saved me.. And that is why I love her.

I have been seriously reevaluating alot of relationships and came up with a solution. I hope that it is the best solution. I hope that this is going to workout. I hope.

There are times when I ponder as to how my life is going. At times I think wow I am leading an okay life, then I metaphoricaly slap myself and say "What are you thinking? You have no one. The one guy you like doesn't like you that way and probably never will." I don't want to be one of those women who is not happy unless she has a boy/girlfriend ( Read more... )

Noah is now in texas.... :( But he should be back on monday... or he had better be back on monday.