my toes grasp the pavement like a fucking toddler.

i don't fall asleep before sunrise anymore ( Read more... )

the update i made in this space nearly two years ago (holy shit) no longer applies. so i am breaking my rule about deleting entries. sorry, self. it's just not healthy ( Read more... )

your picture is still on my wall, on my wall ( Read more... )

the heat here is more like a fuel than a burden.

my heart is lighter now.

& i am finding it nearly impossible to write something eloquent & not dear diary-esque when i am happy.

i think i found it.

only a few days left here in this town, this home...this room. by 7am friday morning i'll be headed south to my new town, my new home, my new room. i am at once in shock & exploding in uncontrollable bouts of excitement. for the past couple weeks it's been a cycle of if i'm not crying, i'm grinning until it hurts. it is beginning to stabilize, ( Read more... )

how did i forget how much i love 'master & everyone' by bonnie "prince" billy? really i do. maybe i thought for a little while that it was kind of yawn inducing, but now i remember that i did love it upon first listen ( Read more... )

i want out.

bob dylan, sufjan stevens, wilco, beck, & radiohead are all rumored to be playing at the austin city limits festival. i don't normally listen to hearsay like this, but...i can't help it this time. dylan AND sufjan? AND radiohead (yes, i really do like radiohead)? chris gets one free ticket & two at base price. i'd pay $90 dollars to see only a ( Read more... )

one of my new favorite things is this: ola podrida. go there & listen to the songs. a very good part: they are from austin.

also, if you would like to be my friend on myspace (mostly because i would like for you to like that), this is me.