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If I Just Breathe... Part 2
Ok, I am back. It is Wednesday. Meaning that my exam was yesterday. I don’t know how I did. That is fine with me. I am still upset, although yesterday was a nice break. Well, sort of. Let’s see, I was going somewhere ( Read more... ) -
If I Just Breathe... Part 1
Ok, SO I AM GOING TO TYPE AS Much as I can of this now…and then figure out the rest later. I am upset. Very upset. I am angry at Alex, and Alex, and my life, and Tyler and Tim. I feel angry and I am quite unsure of how to act. I guess I should start from the beginning. Ok, let’s start here. My iTunes isn’t working, and I need the music to ( Read more... ) -
A Note To Myself
Dear Candace ( Read more... ) -
I can't really dwell but...
Unfortunately (sort of) earlier this evening (around midnight) I actually (although not exactly consensually) lost my virginity. Oops. I didn't really mean to, it just sort of happened. I set rules, said don't do this, he pulled out a condom, I said no, he said it's just to be sure, and then before I know it...well you guys get the idea. So, ( Read more... ) -
Yearning for some Learning
I need to be able to state what's on my mind so that I can get over it. I keep mentally superimposing myself in other people's minds. I keep thinking that my life is a movie and that soon I'll have the happily ever after I deserve. I especially keep thinking that if I do actually write this book that I keep thinking I need to write, all of my ( Read more... ) -
Fuck My Homework. For now.
So, let's dramatically start with OH-MY-GOD. I don't think you understand.
OH
MY
GOD.
Ok, yeah. I think you get it now. Not to vent, or maybe so seeing as that is the point of livejournal, but my life my life. My fuckign life. I was talking with my good friend Matt. He made me feel so good, you know? My Chris Lee problem had been momentarily ( Read more... ) -
I AM ONLY WRITING TO SAY...
That today around....idk, 9:30 ish...Rebecca lost her virginity. Mere 2 weeks after breaking it off with her very sweet and well meaning boyfriend. That is all. More to come. Though on more IMPORTANT issues. =) -
High School Would've Been Soo Different If I Hadn't Been a Lesbian
Lol, yeah so it's 9:07 in the a.m. and I have about 15 minutes to be semi funny. But yepp, you read the subject line correctly, high school, for me, would have been SO MUCH DIFFERENT if I hadn't been under the impression that I was a lesbian. Yes, someone told me that I was a lesbian, and me being the impressionable sophomore that I was, I ( Read more... ) -
Video Games
This is a journal entry from my actual journal:
I love analogies. And after talking to Jess (from the first room on my floor) yesterday, I've been able to put things into perspective.
Button is a video game. When I play this game, I get really into it. Incredibly. The game is all I see and nothing else. Only, I hvae a life to live as well. I ( Read more... ) -
Just a Thought
I'm not upset or anything. I just wanted to state ( Read more... )