and by differently I mean the person I had a huuuuuge crush on looked less than sub par when I saw them in person. *sigh* I hate it when people don't match what my eyes initially saw. I hate to say it but it's the plain truth. I've always looked the same if not better than someone expected me to from comparing a photo to the live Ms. Crocus.  Some ( Read more... )

My emotions are such a mess right now. I'm feeling very sensual/erotic/horny but I'm not interested in getting off with my mrs. I'm feeling disappointed in her. I wish she could stick with a job.  I can't believe she quit just like that. I feel overwhelmed with responsibility (and she always tells me not to worry but how can I not worry?) and just ( Read more... )

How long does it take for one's mind to evolve from one mindset to another? Instinct to logical thought? I'm not sure but I think I'm in the process of evolving. I'm so possessive sometimes..not very often but in one area..it completely takes over. It's natural I think.. but I'm working on it because I prefer to have a different mindset ( Read more... )

(not a Mya throwback, ha ( Read more... )

I figured it'd be a good idea to make a list of the things that instantly get me out of my funk ( Read more... )

If you're dependable as a teen does that mean you'll be the dependable one once you're an adult? I'm thinking the answer is, once it, always it. I don't understand how I can have a job that pays fine considering I don't have kids/crazy medical bills (but loans of course) and budget my money so I'm not having to constantly ask someone else for help ( Read more... )

I came to the realization that if I really get to know someone, I won't be surprised at their seemingly odd or ridiculous or hypocritical behavior. I'll know the patterns and when a certain pattern shows...I won't get mad or angry or irritated - well maybe irritated but it won't be nearly as irritating if it's expected. When you grow accustomed to ( Read more... )

I'm all for being angry when you've been wronged or when you've been ignored and need to set someone straight. What I don't like is going home to an angry partner. I know sometimes there are difficult/mean spirited/assholery type folks out there in the world and sometimes you come home and you're pissed. Steam needs to be blown off. Maybe a nice ( Read more... )

This weekend rocked my socks. That's my intro ( Read more... )

What does it mean when you're exhausted during work but feel just fine once you start skipping to the parking lot? Yeah, I skip. It's pleasant and whatnot. Something's gotta give..this office job is really pissing my neck and shoulders off. *sigh* more yoga perhaps until the day where I can afford to take myself to get a massage.  I think about ( Read more... )