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when i cannot sleep, i click links on my bookmarks toolbar and this night, it's LJ's luck
i am an angry bitch. no wait, i'm not. i'm an angry and bitter bitch.
i wasn't always like this. i was happy ecstatic, bubbly, and would see the good in people. my old self would heartily laugh to the sound of a menacing hyena and sustain that cackle for a good hour or so. maybe i was just naive, but i liked that self better than the one i am now ( Read more... ) -
the gift (or lack thereof) of one-liners
contentment only comes through rigorous preparation. kmeif a man wakes up at 4:00am to get to work at 5:00am, you know damn well that he deserves to go to a bbq after work and drink with his buddies ( Read more... ) -
SSDD
same shit, different day ( Read more... ) -
mali ang akala mo kung iisipin mong para sa ibang tao lang ang lahat ng ito
putangina. nagagalit ako, pero di ko pa alam kung saan o kanino. matagal na akong nag-iipon ng galit at ngayon, unti-unti nang sumisingaw ang aking panggigigil. hindi sa wala akong mapagsabihan, ngunit masyado akong plastic para sabihan kang nakakairita ka. pakiramdam ko tinalikuran na ako ng lahat ng mabuti sa mundo! karma: wag kang maniwala dyan ( Read more... ) -
pigeonholing by way of whining
*note: i typed part of this entry last week, july 15th-16th ( Read more... ) -
pop out from the book like in Art Attack!
i was just reading the public livejournal account of a friend of a friend i barely even know. and while i was doing that, i realise i've been snickering away for the past half-hour over the person's *ahem* editorials on asian fandoms i didn't even know existed until now (still, i'm too lazy to Google them. i could care less but still i am ( Read more... ) -
cowards candy-coat and cover
i've never been a risk-taker. even though i know the pool water is warm, i'm afraid to jump in, thinking the water will turn freezing cold the moment i decide to take a plunge. as a result, i've never been fully happy; i'm always hollow ( Read more... ) -
la pacion
have you ever dreamt you were someone else ( Read more... ) -
give me that corpse please, the one that tore nightly
THIS REASON NEEDS A REST
perhaps i should just sleep. letting out a huge cry could also comfort me; it's been a while since i've shed some tears because of you. i hate myself for being so stubborn--why can't i just define how i love you!? i don't want to waste a quarter of my lifetime just to be rejected. i'm hurting now, i can't imagine how much ( Read more... )
