I just want to fall in love.
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Merry fucking Christmas to me.

I don't know where my life is.
Where am I going?
Who am I?
What do I want?

Please let me figure this out.

Strip away the layers and reveal your soul
give yourself up and then you become whole
You're a slave to yourself and you don't even know
You want to live the fast life but your brain moves slow
If you're trying to stay high then you're bound to ( Read more... )

Where have the days been going?
I've come to really notice of how fast the days go by.  It's incredible how time seems to pass
so fast but yet it seems to go so slow.

It's been a year that I've been single now. I have mixed feelings about that to be honest.
People tend to say "You've got plenty of time" maybe I do, maybe I don't. Who knows?
I've just ( Read more... )

I am not myself.

I have to say lately, I've been completely exhausted mentally and physically.
I don't know what it is that wears me out so much. I really just wish I were awake.
I wish I were more aware of my surroundings. Today I held my hand a certain way
against my head and I felt my pulse. I didn't even realize that my heart was still beating.
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This happens to be my new livejournal account.

Earlier this evening I watched a movie called, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless mind. In this movie the man writes in a journal.
See, I've always wanted to write in a journal but, I can't stand my hand writing. I've decided to create a new livejournal that I will
use from now on. I will try my hardest to ( Read more... )