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I'm deleting this journal..it was for a life that never really existed to begin with. A lot of shit has went down that I haven't written about. Really bad things. And really good things. All you have to know is that I'm happy now with someone new and concrete and I have refused to no longer feel the need to spend another second wallowing in ( Read more... ) -
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The past three months have felt like a fucking lifetime. I barely made it out alive through all the shit but I have found someone who makes me smile all day long..I'm starting over. -
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why are you stalking me, what do you want to know? i don't even fucking know you and i've never done shit to you. when i started fucking him again he claimed to have cut you out of his life completely. and even then, he never told you he would be yours exclusively. there hasn't been a single day since you fucked my then boyfriend of 4 years that i ( Read more... ) -
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I like how someone I've never even seen or spoken a single word to decides she knows me well enough to determine that I'm a fucked up person who's out to ruin lives. slow clap-
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Cocaine
Maybe none of it was real. I don't believe anything anymore and my heart is literally sore from aching. -
I should have stayed away
I went to my ex's apt to see my dog unannounced. Most of me was nervous as shit about what I might find and I sat in front of an abandoned church and chain-smoked parliaments even though I don't smoke and listened to the mountain goats tallahassee twice through. I guess I kind of had a gut feeling about everything, and I guess I figured I would ( Read more... ) -
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Why would he do this to me? I keep asking myself. Keep wanting to ask him. Keep seeing her tucked into my bed under my blanket, dark skin, no make up, red hair, work clothes. Finding their name badges together on the table. Her touching my dog. Saying my dog's name. Wearing his hoody. Why? How? So this is how people turn into douchebags. I'm using ( Read more... ) -
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i can barely recognize myself these days