..Did you ever look, did you ever see that one person..

[autumnsashes]

..and the subtle way that they do these things and it hurts so much?
So much it's like choking down the embers of a great place.
It's that moment when your eyes seem to spread aspersions..

I think about a year or more ago. And see how much things have changed. I go to my old LJ synthetictears ..and it brings back alot of memories. The Tony era has ended. He

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[autumnsashes]

Yeah.. I'm sorry things ended the way they did.. But people don't know how to treat other people.
Oh well..

xox

[jorge]

i'm not sure as to what really to say other than i'm here if you need someone.
AIM: sunhasfailed

other than that *hugs*

i'm sorry things went the way they did.

<3

bryan

[autumnsashes]

No need to say anything. Nothing can change what happened.
I'm sorry things went the way they did also.
But I can't really do much now.. thanks <3

xox

[candycoma]

<3

I really hope you feel better.

[autumnsashes]

Me too.. I shall be fine. Thanks hun <3

xox

[plastic_glimmer]

After reading that I want to cry with you.
Keep your head up, beautiful. <3

[autumnsashes]

I'm trying to be strong and stay positive. But it seems impossible.
No crying for you hun. I dont wanna cry anymore.
*hugs* thanks <3

xox

[imagevsattitude]

-hugs- i love you.... you're very brave, i admire that... you too shall be great one day. <3

[autumnsashes]

*hugs* i love you also.. your comments always help while i'm down. It's highly appricated.
But I'm not what you think. I'm not brave or anything of sorts.
If anything I'm scared to death. I'm still a baby. I have so much to learn.
Please don't admire me, but I'm not worthy of that.
I hope one day I CAN be great and amazing. But I have alot to work on.
If I have learned one thing.. I've learned that life isn't fair. And people are fake.
I need to work things out with myself before trying to work things out with anyone..

xox

[imagevsattitude]

Even though you're just a seed you have great power. you are brave... to go what you have gone through and not just end it. Do you know how many people might go through the same pain and just give themselves into it? i dont but im sure there are a lot who live with it and let it run their lives and let it destroy thier futures. you are great now and with time you will be even greater. i Admire you because i feel like we share some of the same raw emotions... and i know that if you can take it and not fall then so can i... and i can better myself just how you can. You may be young but you are learning all the lessons i've learned in at a younger age... more power to you.

<3