i feel strange. like i shouldn't be enjoying working retail as much as i am (after all, it presents some VERY SERIOUS inner conflicts). but i do like the people, the job isn't bad, and holy crap - paychecks! plus i've got direct deposit this round so i have more control over my money (it's complicated why i haven't in the past, but whatever ( Read more... )

umm.

i do have a job. however, it is a very part time job (18 hours?). and it doesn't start for another week. but, okay. yay for sports authority for deciding that they actually could use me after all in a time when NOBODY is hiring.

inspired by crystal, ( picture game )

but i've never been turned down for a job following an interview. especially not one which seemed so promising.

i don't understand.

somehow, i have developed a talent i never thought possible: sleeping 20 hours a day. yes, that's right, i was awake a grand total of eight hours this weekend.

where on earth did my insomnia run off to!??

and amazingly enough, i am still extremely exhausted.

Your Personality Is Like Ecstasy
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i think we found a house!

and i DO have a place to stay in aug/sept.

now to start packing all over again. yuck.

i've decided that i can't possibly describe how wonderful pcp was, so i'm not going to try. graduation, i can kind of describe. much because wearing that dress determined the atmosphere. i got off the ncf trolley (which felt like a carriage), went into college hall (which felt like a mansion), and walked the graduation ceremony (with people yelling ( Read more... )

i'm not experiencing mixed feelings. i'm actually...only excited. but the reason for this is because i took an extra year. and i suppose all of my negative feelings occurred last year for that reason (as in, oh god, i have to wait an entire extra year!) but now, here i am, and it's done (and it flew by, for that matter!) and i passed o chem (and ( Read more... )

hmm. newman hasn't given me an evaluation yet. i hope this is not a problem ( Read more... )

so, i've been neglecting this journal. mainly because, i've been busy as hell! i wrote my paper for jewish mysticism, which i honestly think turned out very well (it should have, i spent about 18 hours on it, and i sincerely mean that). i have a topic for my lam rim chen mo paper (health benefits of tibetan meditation techniques..special permission ( Read more... )