My question is.. how i can i stand here and not be moved by you.. they come and they go, ima revolving door.. but only one hurts sooooo much.. he stole my heart, and he took my breath away.. what i would give to go back in time for one day to feel as good as i did.. so how can i stand here and not be moved by you ( Read more... )

good afternoon ... well i lead a pretty boring life these days, im single, and i hate it.. I'm going back to how i use to be, bofore this world corrupted me. Maybe then he'll love me again. I will remain to like some things , the music. I will drop out of this click/cliche/scene classification. I will be chaeli again. Chaeli The Great. Soooooo. ( Read more... )

gay......hahahahahaha

faggots.

"horny"

jew

so..........

FUCKYOU!

kisses

<3 chaeli

i miss you.

no lies. just love.

ok everythings better now. Ryan thinks i have a new boyfriend, haha yeah right, i love him too much. grr. i didnt even know that guy, hes not that cute anyways, hmmmm, well im doing better my list is two from being complete. hmm , oh yeah. okay, yeah im pretty much done with myspace. it has soo much drama, i would have not lost my boyfriend if i ( Read more... )

So. Here goes my perfect life, it starts now. -----> I have to live up to the fact that my mom left me, she's not comming back for me. My dad will not always love me like he will his Fiancee. Getting stoned and drunk will not make my problems away. My "best friend" will not ever realized there is anyone in the world but her boyfriend. I will never ( Read more... )

what up niggas, yeah im up in snata barbara right now chillin, i just got off work, and im wit katey, and were chillin at my friends house (tony) tony's a homosexual. fun shit, kateyu wants his cock ,yeh i called ryan and ryan didnt want to talk to me. whatever. im done, im going to a concert with katey and GINA !! ahh i love them all tooo much , ( Read more... )

alrught well im at ryans right now listeing to him play guitar, and hes better, and om better, and i havent called anyone a douchebag today which is good, means im havin a good day!!hmm well, ill be here all freaking weekend with kelley.!!! yeah !! fun in the sun!!! ahh i just sneezed!! uh well im going to be with ryan and kelley tonight, then ( Read more... )

things get confusing in life somtimes, things get tough, an thats they was god tests you to see if you can handle it. my close friend jess had shit to deal with, like her mom and stepdad fighting. my dad is in some serious debt rigt now. my mom is cinfused and she misses me. my other friend lexi has to deal with her rediculously strict parents. my ( Read more... )

well right now i'm listening to underoath. im going insane, love hurts, badly, and im talking to katey. and im really dizy, and i had baja fresh, maybe thats why i dont feel good.oh well. i miss my ryan.