fuck you for making my best friend's life hell because you're self absorbed.

fuck you for flaunting that fact that you have 2700 MG's of pills ( Read more... )

lately everything has been falling into place. i'm really happy about that. i've been in a good mood for a long time now. it's pretty cool. this week is a busy week. thursday is my birthday, friday is 3 months and saturday is my sweet 16. i'm pretty excited. uhmm yea. i dont have much to say for once. so, bye <3

gaygaygay sweet 16 real soon. BLAH

ughh i've been in such a shitty mood lately. i haven't been able to see matt and i'm sure that's contributing to my mood and i also and like a BAJILLION things to do for my party. i'm going insane and i really dislike it. i miss my matthew :[. whatever. bye <33

Come on, take a step towards me, so you can figure me out. I've been hoping and praying for a single way to show you what I'm all about. And I know, and I know this is the only way of pleasing the crowds, but when this is over and done with and we walk away there should be no doubts. So let's get a little closer now. Let's get a little closer now. ( Read more... )

okay, so i've been thinking a lot about this one certain thing for a while now. i've been thinking that, i really don't believe in the idea of god. i believe in a higher power, but one man couldn't do this on his own. i've also realized i fully believe in fate and nothing else. everything is like a movie, planned out and waiting to happen and ( Read more... )

Everything's been good. Friday was 2 months, Saturday Matt & I went to my cousins basketball game; she won. Then Steve & Steve came over & we just watched TV && had a lovely pillow fight :] Then, Sunday Keelin Julez, Nikkie, Matt, Matt, Anna, Mike, Bill & I went to see Hit the lights, The Summber Obsession & The Spill Canvas. It was really good. I' ( Read more... )

2 months. amazing. love.love.love.love <33

February 3rd, Friday = 2 months for Matt & I
February 5th, Sunday = The Spill Canvas
February 14 [ 14 days ] = Valentine's Day
March 2 [ 30 days ] = my 16th birthday
March 4 [ 32 days ] = my sweet 16
March 11 [ 39 days ] = Kate's sweet 16 ( Read more... )

you know how i said everything's been getting worse? well, it's hit rock bottom and i can't handle it here anymore.