everything's been getting worse slower & slower. just the way i've been thinking. everything was awesome for a while. not so much anymore. my aunt & my mom keep asking if i'm anorexic. i'm like uhm no. just feed me food i like & we wouldn't have the problem of me not eating, but whatever. my dad has just been making everything worse. he told me if ( Read more... )

so this weekend has been awesome. i saw matt friday & saturday. i was supposed to see him today but he couldn't get a ride, but i might see him tomorrow which will be good. i love him. it's weird. i've never loved someone, but i like the feeling.

anyway friday steve, catherine, jamie, matt, and joe came over. we made cupcakes & just hung out. ( Read more... )

my sweet 16 is soon. i'm scared. i'm growing up. i have amazing friends to help me through though. i also have the most amazing boyfriend. he's more then a boyfriend. hes one of my best friends. i can tell him anything and i'm really glad that i have that kind of relationship with him. it makes me feel better. he has this incredible way of just ( Read more... )

Go to your Calendar and find the first entry for each month of 2005. Post the first line of it in your journal, and that's your "Year In Review ( Read more... )

Well, 2005 is over and to be honest I'm glad. Granted this year was one of the best.. I need some change. I've been thinking about how much I've changed and I'm really glad I have. I've met some amazing new people. ie: Steve L, Matthew :], Steve N, Juelz, Mich and so on. I'm gonna miss 2005. It was a good year. I grew up a ton and I'm really glad I ( Read more... )

101 questions ( Read more... )

i really have nothing to say except my life is pretty good right now. my boyfriend is amazing, my friends are awesome. i couldn't ask for anything else. bye <3

i haven't written in a week, sorry. i really don't have much to write. everything's pretty good. i haven't seen kayla in a while, but i'll see her over vacation. i've seen matt a lot which makes me happy. it's really weird. he means so much to me and we've only been going out for like .. i don't know. almost a month it really doesn't feel like that ( Read more... )

last night was good besides the fact that my dad's a complete asshole, but whatever. kayla, nikkie, steve, matt, steve, juelz and anna came over. we had fun. hmm yea & then me & keelin were crying. i guess that's where the fun stopped. matt made me feel 10x better. i love him. & everyone else made me feel a million times better too. i love them all ( Read more... )

my weekend was good. i saw matt. i was happy =]. saturday i went to queens til sunday. i made a gingerbread house. yesterday was fine. today i was fine until 7th period. i hate my teacher more than life. like, it's incerdible how much i hate him ( Read more... )