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You can use my skin to bury secrets in...
Well, I'm back in my wretched state of conception and birth as I wait for brain surgery, while he waits for prison as well as the remaining 8 inches of intestines to be removed. 6 MRIs scheduled on the 16th at Shands teaching hospital: brain, neck, cervical, lumbar, and thoracic spine, ankle for no reason ( Read more... ) -
All murderers are punished unless they kill in large numbers and to the sound of trumpets.
Since I was 8 I've had a recurring dream that on 7/16/11 I would be living in a yellow house on a farm. Sounds nice ( Read more... ) -
Hysteria is only possible with an audience.
I'm about to open nearly all my posts to the public. I'm currently going back to posts from 2005 and beyond and editing the contents to make it safe for the public. Stay tuned. -
Don't beat yourself up for not knowing the answers. You don't always have to know who you are.
vimzero was right. I beat myself up, not just for my recent job loss but pretty much anything bad that happens to me. I realize on a conscious level that I'm not responsible for everything bad that happens to me. In fact, the most recent event was clear. I lost my job because my supervisor was a gossip. God probably put me in that position so ( Read more... ) -
A Letter to My Sister
I offered to let my niece and nephew stay with me for the summer (or a week, a weekend, any amount of time) but she refuses to let them come. After excuse after excuse she finally admits that she doesn't trust me. I honestly don't know what reason she would have not to trust me, as I've been a nanny for 8 years and now a mental health counselor ( Read more... ) -
Take 3
Reading over old posts from two and four years ago, I realize how much I've changed. There are so many holes I will have to fill you in. However I'm typing from my phone right now so I'll have to pass.
Posted via LiveJournal app for Android.
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The Internet: A Place for Indiscretion
At one point I was foolish enough to believe I had a safe place here.... silly. When people close to me started reading and obsessing over the pages of this journal, I began spiraling to the point I'm that I was beyond being honest. For a long time I believed true honesty was unobtainable.
Clearly, Facebook isn't a place that values honesty because ( Read more... ) -
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So I finally got some recent pictures. It's not much because I took them from my phone but...
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