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Weird ass awesome dream
It first was a dream where me and my family went to see my Dad and my step mom. My Dad looked bad and there was evidence of dementia that he wouldn't face. I almost left...not really wanting to but he didn't want me there...I was bashed by all my family and I finally stayed to face the problem...why I have a problem with my father...it's because ( Read more... ) -
Ummm,...uh oh
Well I am getting it from all sides. At least I am not numb. Just about every blow is landing. There is a sense that dominoes and various other parts are being lined up for a spectacular rube goldberg machine whose function is a remarkable coup de grace on yours truly. I know not what is fears and what is intuition. Both seem to be present in ( Read more... ) -
Ramblings
No clue what this will end up about. I am at work, bored and feel the need to express something...haven't seen it take enough shape to forewarn you all properly. heh ( Read more... ) -
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Ensouled in a wasteland prison of unending misunderstanding, walled up in endless patterns of idle meaninglessness or failure stretching eternally to the horizon. Starving past hunger to a dull ache that brings a vague memory of the sacred now lost. Destroying all my self-portriats painted by others I watch from the center through a haze of ennui ( Read more... ) -
Where and Why
Alright all those who do and do not read these diatribes that occasionally blarf all over the my blog. Here is another stream of consciousness that will not be understood by most, commented on by none save for those I have now accidentally challenged by that statement...So here we go ( Read more... ) -
Posting?! Wha
Well , I'm starting to have threads of actual awareness that are not just flotsam and jetsam to the point that I think I may be progressing towards semi fully functional. I was on auto pilot for so long save for moments where I was quickened by some outside happenstance ( Read more... ) -
The Last Paragraph
Of my twenties ( Read more... ) -
The Owl.....
Owl Medicine - Part one ( Read more... ) -
My Work...The Purge.
I dont even know what this will be about. Well, thats not entirely true. Lets just say I dont know where this will end up. I am depressed; however, I dont know why ( Read more... )
